Mythology

Well, I am always interested on something mythical. Let's say an elf, Loch Ness, Big Foot, etc. I don't know why but the less real something is the more interesting it is for me.

I tried to find a book or anything about mythology around the world but it was difficult for me. So I was kind of giving up years ago. But then, I found this book several days ago. In a book store. That I didn't expect. Yep, finally I got what I had been looking for! Yay! Yay! :D

So thank you for "that book store" that helped me to find what I had been looking for :)

Love and Be Loved

What would you do when you're not around?
when you want to be there
when you need to be there
but you can't

I am okay with that
to be here all alone
cause I am waiting for you
no matter how long it will take

you see, I am patient
and I am faithful
to be the one who always belive in you
trust you and... love you

This is it,
the proof of what I really feel
I am committed to be with you
because this is what I am doing best...

Loving you
and being loved back by you...

Tired

I am tired. I just wanna take a rest for a little while.

This things make me confused and I am not ready for it. Not yet. Well, I think I need to take a breath, fresh my brain, fresh my heart and decide calmly and wisely what should I do next. This is not the best thing out of me. I have something more to show and I need to know and to be sure how I should do that.

When I am ready for it, I will. And I know my heart will tell me the best. So I don't need to worry about it because now I have my time for my self to enjoy what's happening :)

My Thank You to One Direction

One Direction is a band. 

But it's just not just a band for me.

This band gives me some luck since October 2012. I earn some money from selling 1D's (stands for One Direction) stuff, from books to CD's. Well, I like this band also that's why I had an idea to spread my selling bussiness to fan-girling thing. But I never thought it would give me this huge income. Okay, actually not very huge, but at least I can feeding my self. Haha

So yeah, I think I need to say a big thank you to One Direction for it. Hope they're getting bigger and bigger. And also success! Love.

Fun things to do

Tired. That's what I feel right now, when I am typing all of this.

Hmm, I just came back from the warehouse to pick up some magazines and books that I will sell. Yes, I do sell some stuff on the internet and that's my income. It's kind of part time job when I am still a student in a university.

Well, it's a fun thing to do. It's fun to do different thing in a whole week, not just sitting in a class listening to the lecturer. It's fun how I have to manage my time for study, sleep, do some sport excersice, selling and do my  hobbies. I really enjoy it. My days do not seem boring anymore. Hahaha ;)

Night Is Not Forever

Dark is
just a phase before reaching bright
you may cry,
you may sad
but patient is the only ticket

gloomy is the weather
you may drown by the atmosphere
or stand where you are
'till the light picking you up

Cold
you can hide in your blanket
or get out of your room
and find out the warm

Night is not forever
you may wait for the dawn to come
to give a bit glimpse of
what morning looks like

when you find it out
you'll realize
that your fight is worth it
as the bright warm sun is the prize

Friends

Friends.

I am not sure what I would be without them. Yes, they are one of the most important part of my life. Without them maybe I would be a body without a soul, a bird without its wings or a plant without its leaves. I would be... empty.

Hmm, maybe they will never know how much they mean to me, but for me they will always be in my memory no matter where I am going in the future. It always feel good to be around them, it always feel better when we share what we have. Our stories, our memories and our... everything.

I am just being a better person when I am with them :)

Sky in November

The clouds are hanging on the sky
Watching me and hide the sun
I am safe, I think
with them as my company...


I lay on the grass
watching them back
like a lover waiting to come around
I love them


This is the sky I love in November
hypnotize me
with the sound of birds singing, in the distance
very enchanting


it's like vanilla ice cream—the sky in November is
always be my favorite, sweet and melting
only once a year, I can see
my self turning something new

How Lucky I Am

I think I can't be grateful enough for what I already have...

I see people down the street. They sleep on the sideway, with the rest of their life depends on the others' pity. I feel lucky, yes I am luckier than them. I can eat delicious meals three times a day when they can't, I can study in a university when I don't know whether they even graduate from elementary school or not...

How lucky I am, I think. And sometimes I think about how I can payback the luck that I got from God. And the answer comes instantly: by helping the unfortunate. Well, I am not working yet, but I can still help them with my own way, with my own ability :)