I am not sure when the first time I came up with this idea, but I think I have been always comfortable being my self since I was kid. Yes, since I was kid, when I had no idea what the important of being our selves is.
I used to get many stuff inherited from my brother. Yes, my older brother. His bags, his school books, even his helmet. I was okay with that. I didn't complain too much. I think that was just me, being okay to have what I got (most of the time). And maybe that's also a seed which then grew to be a stronger character of accepting the way I am.
Hmm, not that I want to neglect my self or something. Of course I want to improve my self, but there are one or two imperfect parts of me that I just let them that way. Why do I do it? I didn't know the answer at first, but then I realize that unconsciously I do it to remind my self that I am NOT perfect. I want to have something that I can use as a marker so I can always look to it and remind my self that I have flaws.
Why is it so important for me to be always aware that I am imperfect? Well, maybe because I don't want to be a person I don't want to be. I don't want to be big-headed, I don't want to be arrogant, I don't want to be a person who think that I am the best while the others are losers. I just want to be as humble as I can. I want to be a good person. That's why I think I can use my flaws to always drag me to the right track every time my arrogance, my egos, try to sneak out of me... Of course, most of the time, a couple of flaws and the imperfections that I let that way are the ones physically...
Leave alone small part of your physical flaws, but improve most parts of your personality... I know it's kind of a strange principle, but it's just me and I believe it's good to improve my self as a person... :)
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